Fell asleep last night at around 9 and fell into a really really deep sleep for the rest of the night.
I dreamt last night of Michigan. It was cold and grey. But the time spent there was exciting and new and different. Especially in the past year and a half, there are many things that I’d go back and fundamentally change. I’d do a certain thing, or not do a certain thing, etc. One of the things I don’t often think about are times when I’d just like to go back and just feel the same feelings and experience the same emotions again. I wouldn’t do anything differently except try to pay a little more attention. Michigan is one of those times. I don’t think I’d do anything really that differently, but I think I’d just try to enjoy the company, the conversation, the sights, the smells…I’d just try to experience it all that much more.
I played Sudoku that morning…I had someone to play Sudoku with. And all things considered, it’s a really dumb and small thing to cry over…but there you go. It’s those small things that were given up so easily but are near impossible to bring back.