Where ProRep Dies and Dropbox Lives

ProRep and Legal Methods are officially done and over with. The MPRE is looming over the horizon, but I will cross that little bridge once I come to it. For the time being, the name of the game is: defeat mysterious Death Flu of Death and Pain and Destruction™ that is not Strep. I can’t believe I’m saying it, but after over a week of it, I kinda wish it were something like that so at least I’d get rid of it after taking something for a couple of days. At this stage in the game, the fever from hell is gone, the aching body/joints is gone, but the damn swollen tonsils/whatever remain and, damnit, I want to be able to drink liquids and not be in pain. Granted, it’s greatly reduced pain, but still, dude…I want a fully functioning body so I can go on runs and enjoy drinking liquids afterwards.

That being said, the Death Flu of Death and Pain and Destruction™ does seem to be effective in weight loss. I feel like I lost a couple of pounds what with not being able to eat solids for 5 days.

But alas, I’ll heal (let’s hope!) and I really wanted to talk about Dropbox the neat little program that syncs up one’s folders on their computer with the magical power of the internets. For example, instead of emailing yourself files and photos, one can just drop it in a folder on your desktop, access it from a foreign computer and the edits made in one will be made in the other. In theory, it’s kinda awesome. In practice, it’s still pretty awesome, too.

I just finally got my beta copy the other day and I’ve been playing with it much to my enjoyment. A couple of brief observations so far:

1) It seems as if I can edit file names only from my desktop and not from the online version.

2) The upload times seem a bit laggy for relatively small files. I wouldn’t imagine that a 500kb photo would take too long, but it lagged.

that’s all I’ve seen so far. The public gallery for mine is here and if anyone wants any invites, I have 5 left so drop off a comment with your email address and I can send it your way. I’m pretty stoked to get to try it out and I’ll try to keep everyone posted as to my thoughts on it.

Stops Time. Freeze Ray. Tell Your Friends

It has been a strange week so far. The Death Flu of Death and Pain and Destruction™ is not as bad as it was Sunday/Monday but it’s still here with me and that really worries me. The ProRep final is coming up soon and I really need to be at 100% and I’m just not there yet. As the wise and caring Tim Gunn says, “Make it work.”

Indeed.

A funny thing about law school is that, for a lot of people, it’s very business oriented. Which is to say that people are in law school to get stuff done. Get in, do well, get your degree, move on with life. The whole law school environment can also be off-putting because it’s competitive and one’s grades are contingent on the grades of everyone else due to the curve. So, it can be tough to actually really get to know people, and – conversely – open yourself up to people. Coming into law school I didn’t know anyone, and in the first month or two I ended up joining a study group with three others. We were, and are, pretty different with respect to ages, politics, general world views, etc. But strangely enough it worked and we survived the first semester together. And now, as 2L is closing up on the horizon, one of us was kicked out and another one of us is taking a leave of absence for the fall semester. Eh, so it goes and we’ll likely have the latter guy back in the Spring. It’s just weird to feel that of the few friendships one makes…

It’s been an off day for an off month. Last week was great: Running everyday, feeling in control, working on my short stories…and this week it all somehow fell apart and I just kinda want a hug. Or a run. Or someone to run with..and then hug? I dunno. I’m off my game.

/Self-Pity

Demons in the Night

One of my favorite discussions with friends and strangers is based on a simple question: Superman or Batman?

Superman is a god. He fell from the heavens to live amongst us mortals. He is invincible, he has powers of flight, is capable of super speeds, and is naturally the strongest man…ever. No training required, instant hero. Superman pulls his punches, but seems to live by the mantra of ‘punch first, punch fast, ask questions later.’ He’s the true hero who swoops down from heaven to save you. You can place your trust in him because he doesn’t really have a malicious bone in his body.

Batman, on the other hand, was born a prince, was born mortal, and knows malice all too well. His family was violently and traumatically taken from him. Now, he pretends to be the blissfully ignorant billionaire playboy. But the truth is that he lives in the shadows first by circumstance but in the end by choice. He trains himself to fight off pain, to learn different styles of fighting, to invest his riches into technology, machinery, and armor in order to strike fear into criminals. He is a normal man who chose to become, not a god, but a knight templar. Part priest, part warrior. We do not know if we can trust him, and we do not — ever — see his face.

But he is human, and that’s why he’s always been my favorite hero. He builds himself up and sacrifices so much in order to protect a city that took away his parents from him. He is the detective who spends his time trying to understand the criminal element so that he can better defeat it. He immerses himself in malice in order to fight it. Superman sees good and evil and does not question; he rarely puts himself in harm’s way because he’s a god who cannot be hurt save for kryponite which is pretty rare on earth in the first place. Batman, on the other hand, just needs one bad day and one random street thug who has a really good day and a lot of luck.

And that’s the set up for The Dark Knight. This movie takes place less than a year after the events of the first film. By the beginning of the film, Batman is somewhat established in the city as a vigilante, but at least a helpful one that people seem to be able to live with. But just about from the get go, we see that Batman’s presence and desire to be a scourge to the evil in Gotham dampens crime while simultaneously escalating it as well. And that escalation is in the form of one of the best villains I’ve ever seen. A demon from hell that scares the crap out of me. The Joker.

Heath Ledger gives an amazing performance of one of the most complicated villains in the comic book universe. The Joker isn’t supposed to be a campy/gimmicky villain. He’s supposed to be Batman’s arch-nemesis and the other side of the proverbial coin. For Batman’s desire for order and peace, the Joker is a self-titled “Agent of Chaos” who “just want[s] to watch the world burn.” In every other comic or comic-movie I’ve seen/read, I know that the good guy will save the day eventually, but in The Dark Knight I was praying the entire time for Batman to swoop in and was scared of the Joker for the full 2.5 hours of the film. Ledger’s Joker is part reptilian, his tongue darting out for oxygen and to test the air, and part human monster that wants to inflict pain and see a world aflame as a result of his very being. He is evil, he is chaos, he is sadistic, and he is The Thing That Goes Bump In The Night…and then slits your throat. He’s an equal opportunity destroyer of lives, be it the Police, the Mob, or Batman. He just wants the world to burn. And it chills to the bone.

The Dark Knight is not the best movie I’ve seen in years, but it is hauntingly beautiful, well executed, intense, dark, and despairing, but also hopeful. As Harvey Dent – well played by Aaron Eckhart — says, “the night is darkest right before the dawn,” and we know…we hope this to be true, for this movie is very dark. The film’s music and scenery, both beautiful, feel a bit Wagnerian at times and seems to buckle under the weight of the multitude of characters and events occurring. And the fact that the film creaks and groans under the weight of the darkness of the implications of what sacrifices will truly be required of Batman to achieve his dream for order and peace and hope; under the Joker’s laser-focus for destruction and flame; and Dent’s fate of an intense life on one side of the coin or the other, is partially a complaint but also, as far as complaints go, it’s not such a bad one to have. Gotham city is beautiful and the nightscapes are gorgeous. And apparently even moreso at the IMAX. There is a city that’s worth protecting there, indeed. More importantly, there are stories worth one’s devotion of time and attention and emotion.

Go see this movie. It’s not perfect. It’s not the best. But it’s damn good and does a great service to the entire genre of comic/hero movies. It casts off the traditional good/bad guy duality and shows us the complexity of decisions and motivations. It shows us the black and the white, but the real reason that this movie shines is because it shows us the grey.

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